What is it that attracts me to a man?

Why does it hurt when I get hurt;

I guess only time will tell when I actually know what the deals are with a guy.

How do I tell someone that ive liked them for the longest time yet there straight as an arrow?

I like his brother to.. Yet he knows that much about me, he knows my every move, he's like a brother to me and I couldn’t never ever tell him that I like him in a way that doesn’t seem right I could loose the friendship that I have with him