Saturday, July 26, 2008

beneith my well beings

Have you ever wondered what it would be like to know what another person is thinking and or feeling? Well todays topic is about learing what you already know, and how true it can be
I have learned by my past relationships that you cannot always trust what the other is saying, grante im no artist of telling the complete truth about some things but most of which i tell is to the point if not right on target. Im a reader of people and love doing it, most of the time it comes with nature. i love to sit and watch people as they do there daily task.
I found out today that a guy that i once dated is seeing someone else, is it wrong of me to feel hurt by that? he stated that me and him will always be freinds, now take in mind that this is a person that i love being around and i loved doing things with, he was an all around guy, now take im mind also that he is like 8 yrs younger than i am but i didnt care, he was always there for the comfort of knowing that i could call him at anytime of the night and talk to him for hours. i love him still to this day and i would marry him if the laws of this state would let me. no doubt!!!

Im just wonding if its an infatuation that im seeing or a long life partner? could this be something that ive always wanted or soemthig to pass the time?