Tuesday, May 6, 2008

The Big Day

Everybody's Always talking about having a Big Day and what it would mean to them to have one. I myself don't have very many of those..a big day for me would be to tell someone how i truly feel in hopes of return that he might feel the same way. a big day for me would be like getting home and seeing the person that i love and trust waiting patiently for me on the couch. he doesnt have to know how to cook or even clean just be himself. thats all i ask. i know one fellow thats like that, he is always himself, his name is not really that important and he would pitch a bitch if i put it in here, but he is the kindest guy that ive ever met, very suttle in his own ways, very pleasant to be around, i honestly deep down think that ive fallen for the guy but dont quite know how to tell him that. I really dont want to scare him off or let him that im just toying with his emotions, i dont do that to people. what should be said and what should be done to make things right from the jump so that i dont have to explain why i feel the way that i feel?? Maybe i should just sit down and kiss him and tell him how i feel in hopes that he will NOT slap the shit out of me.. i konw he would not do that to me i just can tell it, he may act like he would want to but i doubt he would.