Ok, we all know that living the GAY life is a Bitch, RIGHT? Right! Well let me start off this subject with a BANG!
Some of your Gay Men that play a roll (what ever you call it) need to step back and realize that you are infact A MAN. I mean i get this all the time Am i a TOP or a Bottom, Shit it goes with out saying, with me, i go either way, which ever my body feels like doing, i know that alot of guys take the dick or they give the dick, i myself do both, end of story! I was talking with a friend of mine today lets call him (BO), Bo is a very good looking young man with a lot of potential, great personality, good looks, smart ass mouth though, but he is an all around REAL guy. when we were talking he happen to mention about the way that his man and him fought all the time and when he would step out of line he would get slapped, i was like hell no. you got to be Joking, right?
I was in an abusive relationship once before where my friend hit me and slammed me into things and just plain out beat the cold hell out of me when i did things that he didn't like, i woke up one morning and said to myself, do i really want to end up in the ER every time this guy decides that i dont do something right? i said no, so one morning when i was up before he was i decided i would make some breakfast,( i know its sounds like a madea thing and its not i didnt hit him with no pan of grits or no frying pan, i did worse) i made the usual, pancakes, eggs, toast w/butter now, and some oj just for shits and giggles, well he got on this kick that his eggs were not done, i was like they are done, and just eat them, he proceeded to throw them in my face, of course i got mad and said why the hell did you do that, he just looked at me and said well are you going to clean that up? i was like hell no i didnt make that damn mess, you did so get on yo hands and knees and clean it up. i swear i got balls like no other that time and he just looked at me and came rushing at me when he did i slapped the shit out if him with the hot cakes and eggs, and my eggs i love them runny so it made a big ass mess on the floor. i just knew that he was going to beat my ass for sure, but he didn't i think the shock kinda flew over him like WHOA< what the hell just happened type deal. i walked away from him and after that he would always treat me with some type of respect, he never hit me again, no raised his fist at me like he used to. i guess the lesson learned here is, TO SUM IT ALL UP, when you get tired of being a door mat you will get up and dust yourself off and carry forward, but dont lay down again or it will happen all over again..........
