Sunday, May 11, 2008

MOTHER

We all have some kind of struggles as we're goin thru life. The biggest challenge 4 1person, can be just piece of cake 4another.
The madness we face
The games we play
The hurt we deal with
The tears we cry.
The love we share..

Eventually all will come2 end

But..
There is only 1person remember ur smile when u come in the room,
the 1st time u walk,
ur 1st word,

YOUR MOTHER!

The greatest pain any MOTHER has 2go thru is to BURY her
own children.

Live strong
Live long
Make ur mother PROUD.

We were meant to live for so much more..

It's Raining, And No Men

Well, how would i start off the day? it raining and i had planned on helping out a friend in the yard today, his roommate and himself have company comming over on tuesday and it looks like its going to be a long day. Dont know when exactly were going to start with the cleaning and all. Guess it will have to wait for another day.

On antoher note, things are looking for the best for right now? Things are going to go on a slow slow basis.

Thursday, May 8, 2008

well i told him how i felt and i dont thin i would ever want another person to know exactly how i fee but him, i didnt want him to go one without knowing how i felt and all

Tuesday, May 6, 2008

The Big Day

Everybody's Always talking about having a Big Day and what it would mean to them to have one. I myself don't have very many of those..a big day for me would be to tell someone how i truly feel in hopes of return that he might feel the same way. a big day for me would be like getting home and seeing the person that i love and trust waiting patiently for me on the couch. he doesnt have to know how to cook or even clean just be himself. thats all i ask. i know one fellow thats like that, he is always himself, his name is not really that important and he would pitch a bitch if i put it in here, but he is the kindest guy that ive ever met, very suttle in his own ways, very pleasant to be around, i honestly deep down think that ive fallen for the guy but dont quite know how to tell him that. I really dont want to scare him off or let him that im just toying with his emotions, i dont do that to people. what should be said and what should be done to make things right from the jump so that i dont have to explain why i feel the way that i feel?? Maybe i should just sit down and kiss him and tell him how i feel in hopes that he will NOT slap the shit out of me.. i konw he would not do that to me i just can tell it, he may act like he would want to but i doubt he would.

Sunday, May 4, 2008

Sleepy Days

im sitting up early in the morning, trying to get some sleep but cannot get any sleep, im going to try and get some sleep now